I keep reading verses about being patient.
Be still and know that I am God.
I will be exalted among the nations.
I will be exalted in the earth.
- Ps 46:10
Yet those who wait for the LORD Will gain new strength;
They will mount up with wings like eagles, They will run and not get tired, They will walk and not become weary.
-Isa 40:31
So is my word that goes out from my mouth:
It will not return to me empty,
but will accomplish what I desire
and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.
-Is 55:11
So when we dragged our sorry butts to church this week it was refreshing to hear one of my favourite parables – the wheat and the weeds (Matt 13). Basically, Jesus explains that he’ll take care of the evil stuff when the time comes. But he’s allowing the evil weeds to continue to grow alongside the wheat for now for the sake of protecting the fragile wheat. We’re the wheat, by the way.
I always find this message comforting – it reminds me that God is in control even in the midst of evil and suffering, and that His justice is worth the wait.
But there it is again – the patience message. We have been frustrated and disappointed, tired and hurt, sad, angry and thoroughly impatient with the church. Don’t get me wrong – we are thankful to be part of a body of believers who are led by Christ. Who seek Him and believe in Him. Who encourage, help and confide in one another. Yet we are disappointed with a church that all too often comes together to sit in neat little rows, sip a cup of coffee and quietly drift off to disconnected lives that are too jam packed with social commitments and comfy routines to be of much use to anyone.
We find ourselves drifting around the edges, intense, frustrated, desparately wanting more and wavering between angry frustration and gentle disappointment.
And here it is again. The wait message. The wheat and the weeds is, through and through, a reminder to be patient. A reminder that He is working out His plan for good in His own good time. He sees the weeds. He knows they’re there. He sees us play acting and He is not fooled.
He is merely waiting until the wheat is ripe. Until we have reached that stage of golden wheaty golden goodness – when we hold up heads on strong stalks, laden with ripe seed. When we have been well watered and our roots go deep. Then He shall separate the wheat from the weeds and we shall shine like bright stars in the darkness! (Matt 13:43)
So I guess I still have to wait. Patiently.